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It would never be known that how painful i am every time it appears in my dream, it pops up in my mind, for years, many years. I do not know whether it's an implication or a reminder that i should distinguish the distinctions between the real and the unreal. If it doesnt belong to me at the end, please get out of my life even though i long for it for ages...please just do not like a nightmare clinging to my mind every time i decide to let it go...